There are things that should be left unsaid ..

There are things that should be left unsaid...things left unsaid can hurt another person a lot less... This might be true but I highly doubt I would wanna be treated that way.. I don't want any secrets to be kept from me... but I end up keeping this as a secret... I've never kept anything away from him before.. I've practically tell all my secrets to my close friend (whom I really take as my "brother") cause I trust him with them...but the fact that I've kept this one secret from him makes me feel a bit guilty. I've made a mistake in my past... I end up going out with a guy who he hates a lot.. this old ex of mine was a drug dealer and also a guy who has lots of problems with everyone he sees.... hes the type of guy my close friend wouldn't want me to be near. Our relationship was kept low and no one knew about us... we've already broken up but I still never had the courage to let my friend know.. I know this is insane and its probably not a big freaken deal... you might think its not really a biggie whether I let him know about it or not--but the fact that I've told him about all my issues and everything, it really makes me feel a bit guilty like I'm keeping something away from him... It still bothers me a bit how I'm still hiding this old news to him.. I honestly don't know how Margaret can hide the fact that she killed a cop.. how she thinks everything will eventually turn out normal if she was to get rid of her bloody shirt and all the other objects that reminds her of her patient and the gun he brought with him.... I don't understand how she can erase that moment out of her mind and pretend as if everything is back to how it use to be.