So embarrassed!

So last night blew. Well our performance anyway. I don't know what happened! We all discussed what to do, I don't know what happened with the last scene. Quite frankly, I'm a little upset that everyone forgot their lines, and that the two guys had turned it into a comedy, which made me and Kerry look stupid. I'm just so embarrassed and I feel like everyone is judging me, it may be a laughing matter for everyone else, but acting is the ONE thing I'm passionate about. I was so embarrassed I didn't want to talk to anyone after that, I just kept my head down and sat in the back. RUR was really interesting but I didn't think it was fair that they got to do a reading, that's so much easier than actually putting a scene together. I don't know, I was very disappointed in our performance and quite frankly I hope no one recognizes me from that.