why

do we need to write the word verification down there everytime we write this thing? it's already annoying enough to write this. now i'm so dizzy so i can't even read that word correctly. it's just so stupid. what is the point to type that word verification every single time? all these small things make me upset at this point. i might need to get a med for mental disorder or something if i need to keep this kind of life for longer period of time