Absense

Ok so last week for some reason my total body broke down, all the way from my stomach to my throat. The crazy thing about it is that i was fine that night before Wednesday, when i woke up i just couldn't really move i went to the student health center and they told me to calm down in what not. Because i have this thing when i start to stress i loose hair i forgot what its called but i found like a little patch in my head and i started to bug out because last yer around this time the same thing had happen to me but it spread throughout my whole entire head it looked crazy. My doctors said that is due largely to stress so right now im just going to try to chill out. After seeing the spot in my head thats whats making me stress because i don't wan to have to walk around looking like an idiot again it was not fun.

ALLLLRIGHT I DID IT SOMEWHAT

my master piece smh ..miracle needed

Sketch up the video response

Thoughts on midterm

This is what i do when im bored n running out of ideas

I dont understand

So today i went to a greek program which was titled the minority forum hosted by the ladies of Sigma Gamma Rho Sorority incorporated. This program consist of a panel of students who are on various Greek organizations on campus, the goal of the program is for people who are Greek and those who are not to come and ask questions that you have been dieing to ask. So i get to the program and the only thing i see is members of nphc which are the African American organizations and also Nalfo which are the latin base orgs. Well to make a long story short it was not anything informal about this program because all they were doing was bashing each other and saying like why this one should not step and the roots of this and that What i do not understand which is the title of my blog is why do us as in minority's especially on this campus have such a rivals it does not make any sense if anything we are the ones who need to band together because it is not many of us, all this fighting and carrying on just leads to the stereotypes which are proven to be true because of the example we are setting.

2 much on my plate

When sit back and think about, i think at times mayb i am doing to much and need to chill out. I am apart of 3 e boards, i take 15 credits which are all mostly consist of 300 level courses two jobs. A lot of the times i feel like i just want to quit because i be stressed out and like these clubs and on campus jobs want you to be like 100 percent committed but in all reality you cant because you pulling your self in all different directions. I know for my spring semester i am dropping something because i want to just start to chill, ever since my freshmen year i have been involved i love to have a voice and actually do things on campus. But when you graduate what dos all that stuff count for will anyone remember what you done. NOPE i know some people who were student leaders and did so much on this campus but never got recognized went above and behind ditched classes in what not just for a club and what not. I am happy i realized it now rather then later on because people in this school just dont appreciate so you just have to do you.

Sketch up

I am sorry professor but this has have to be prob one of the worst programs invented by man. I have been working on this project for almost 2 months and to tell you the truth i have not got anywhere. I am getting type scared for my self because it is getting no where, every time when we get into class when you explain it i kind of understand but it seems as if when i get back into my room everything just erase. The program to me just doesn't make any sense i am going to post up what i have in a few if i learn how to make it into a quick time video which i do not know how to do.

The furthest i have got is putting the pictures into the model i've downloaded and that is not going very well because they are not fitting in very well wiuth the frames i got i dont even know where the crop button is. It Aggravates me so much because i want to do well but this dumb program is preventing me from doing so and that is wack. I hope in the upcoming week or so i get a grip on it because i dont know what im doing. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Rite Aid

For some reason today has been the day of many stories, i do not drive so it is very hard for me to get around long island. I shall give some back round information about the reason why i even have to go to rite aid in the first place. Last year at this time i started to get sick and i did not know the reason why well to make a long story short i had very severe kidney problems they got messed from some bad activities such as not eating well and some other things. So i am on some medication that is supposed to be making these kidneys go back to its healthy state.

So today i put out a message on all my social net works saying can someone please take me to rite aid so i can get my medication because i need it, i hate not taking my meds it really gets to me. Of course no one responds to my message so i had to call a cab service which i hate out in long island because they charge person and the price is out of this world. a round trip to rite aid was 16 cash and rite aid is no more then 5 minutes away they straight rape you with these fairs it makes no sense @ all. Well i got in the can got to rite aid got the meds and guess what like always deron hill forgets his meds in the cab. So i get into my room and i am thinking like hmmmmm im missing something, yeah my medicine so fortunate that the cab driver calls me and brings me back my meds beause i was bugging out.

Pain

Although my life i never really experienced any pain with my tooth before, but this weekend well today when i woke up the pain that i felt was unbearable. I think it might be because i was sleeping on one side of my face with like my hand in a fist laying on it. I thought that would of been the reason i was feeling numb. I could not take the pain any more so i went to target to find some pain relievers, while i was on the buss the pain stop so i was able to continue my day and since the pain stopped. But while i was shopping i forgot to get something for my mouth because the pain went away. When i finally go back on campus i took a little nap and when i woke up the pain came back so bad. I was in so much pain i called up everybody for advice i could barley even speak. My mother told me to take a Tylenol i did but it really didn't do anything what so ever. This tooth has messed up my whole study day i cant focus because of the pain and i know first thing Monday after class i am going o have to set up an appointment.