dreams.

I'm excited to try and control my dreams when I go to sleep later or this weekend. I usually have really bizarre dreams, and it would be interesting to actually be in control of the strange things that happen. However, I wonder if it will be difficult to try and get myself to hold my hands up in the dream, because usually I feel pretty frozen in dreams, like when I try to scream in a dream and I can't make a sound or move my mouth. I hope I don't have that feeling of being paralyzed when I realize I want to look at my hands. The whole idea of controlling the dream reminds me of Inception and how Leonardo DiCaprio would dream just to be with his wife again; like if I could control what I dream about every time I dream, would I start living through my dreams? When I was younger I used to think that maybe dream states were reality and what I thought was reality was just a dream. Having the ability to control the dream might make it seem that way.