i don't really know i have begun to realize my life sucks. i am a sucker for helping people and i end up damaging myself. i can't be selfish without feeling totally guilty. i guess some may think this is a good characteristic but it really coming to bite me in my butt. for example i will forward my studying just mom or my grandmother, later i am the one cramming for an exam and feeling very pressured.
i dont think anybody is like this and therefore i am writing to get it out of my system hoping maybe this will help me sort it out and decide for once what is best for me. i don't want ti end up a loser by digging myself a hole deeper and deeper. the deeper it gets the harder it is to get out.
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